A little warning: you might not like it
because truth always hurts a little, but still it feels good…
"Wake Up!!" I remember these
terrible words knocking on the door of my bedroom every morning to shake me out
of bed to go to school. I hated it! It was really a nightmare. But I did get
up, I did go to school to finally in the evening end up again in my bed. Lying
down falling asleep, it always felt as if the real life was starting! Dreaming
was better than real life!
Many years later, I heard again “Wake Up!”
this time I was not sleeping, which was puzzling because I felt awake, so how
to wake up?…
“Wake Up!” my Master said until I
understood the meaning of it. Though I had my eyes open, going for my
daily life activities which would show that I was definitely awake, I saw I did
it all from a sleepy state, like a robot. This realization was extremely shocking
and painful. It happened 20 years ago. Since then, it has been a constant
journey to come out of sleep! The sleep of jealousy, of greed, of sex, of
anger, of desire, of conditioning, of believes, of spiritual ideas, of tantric
concepts, of identification, of whatever keeps me divided… There is a long list, but it can be simply
resume to: “Wake Up out of Illusion!!”
The essence of every spiritual Path is
about waking up and the Tantra Path is one of them, but it can be easily
misused. Misused for ones own pleasure, desire and ego. You can use Tantra as a
very powerful entertainment that keeps you in the illusion that you are awake
while actually you are simply feeding your dream of awakening!
I hear many people say: “I long to be
awakened.” It always makes me silently giggle, because I can see it is not
true. At night, before going to sleep, you put an alarm clock in order to wake
up the next morning! You do not trust your silly longing of waking up because
you know yourself, once asleep you will indulge into some nice dreams in your
cozy bed. Somewhere you can’t deceive yourself completely. You know your
weakness! So you put an alarm clock to wake up!
In every Tantric method lies a hidden alarm
clock, but you can avoid it by staying on the surface of your own little
selfish pleasure. It gives you a momentary feeling of aliveness that you
confuse with being awake. Alive and awake are not at all the same things! You
do not end up with the same result at all. You can be very alive and yet
totally sleepy. And you can be nearly dead and yet totally awake!
Tantra stimulates your life energy. It
boosts it to its full capacity, potential. It makes you really alive, ecstatic
like you have maybe never felt before, but did you ever ask for what? This whole energy is not just for the
ecstasy of aliveness, but essentially for the bliss of awakening. It is not
only for your physical orgasm, however amazing it is! It is for an all together
different orgasm: awakening, enlightenment in other terms.
It is easier to present Tantra as a Path to
super full-body-orgasms than towardsawakening, because it sells better! Sex sells good!! Awakening is too
scary and it doesn’t feel very juicy! In putting out Tantra as a “super sex
food” that is going to change your life totally, by solving all your problems
just because you are going to have an amazing orgasm, it triggers the
temptation to misuse it by staying on the juicy side of great sex. It keeps you
indulging into dreams, into sleep.
Though it is very important to wake up the
full orgasmic potential of the body, it is even more important to understand
why and what for! The only purpose is awakening, the
by-products of ecstasy, fantastic orgasm, and delightful sensations are gifts
you can enjoy fully, but not indulge in or confuse with awakening.
To avoid going astray, there is a key:
surrender. It is very important to understand its functions. Without this key,
you do not open the door for the energy to rush higher than your body pleasure.
You keep somewhere in control of your energy. You can guide it to amazing full
body orgasms, or to a very ecstatic state, but you do not cross the other side
where you are awake. You are in a state of letting go, but not of surrender.
Like the confusion between being alive and being awake, there is also the
confusion between letting go and surrender. To come to a state of Aliveness, you need
the key of letting go. To come to a state of Awakening, you need
the key of surrender.
Alive, in letting go, you still have a
certain subtle control. Your body might be very ecstatic but you still hang
onto your ego. You are still divided. Awaken, in surrender, you are out of
control, the ego has dissolved and you are in bliss, in expansion, in unity.
Now, if you receive this newsletter it is
because you are on the Path of Tantra. I would like you to take time to look a
bit deeper where you are on the Path.Are you in letting go or in surrender?
If you want out of Tantra only to be alive,
I would like to tell you without offending you, that you are misusing the Path.
Tantra can offer you much more then that! Are you ready for it?
With love and gratitude...
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